2006-05-31 [Silently Screaming]: I want to get close to you, i just cant stay away, i want to get close to you, nothing can make me pay...with my mind body and soul, i will set you free, with my life, love and care, ill help you escape your misery...i got close to you, you are free, i am close to you, forever ill be...

2006-05-31 [Pages for the Dead]: aaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww^^

2006-05-31 [Silently Screaming]: you know that it is true honey...nothing can hurt me if i have my love for you...

2006-05-31 [Pages for the Dead]: for now.....

2006-05-31 [Silently Screaming]: forever...

2006-05-31 [Pages for the Dead]: for now...

2006-05-31 [Silently Screaming]: forever...just trust me...nothing can make me leave you...

2006-05-31 [Pages for the Dead]: for now...

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]:

FOREVER!!!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: for now...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: no you will not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: maybe i will...or tomorrow morning ill run away from home...you would be the only one who would know where to find me though...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: NO dammit not unless you hate me and want me dead!

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: NO DAMMIT I DONT WANT YOU DEAD...YOU WOULD KNOW EXACLTY WHERE TO FIND ME SO DONT EVEN START THAT WITH ME...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: then dont you start ok?

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: then you start believing me when i say that i am here to stay...you never believe me and you think that you are hurting me when i am a hell of a lot stronger than i look honey...i mean i have to deal with my raging and insane ex-boyfriend who almost got me into a car accident today and YOUR ex-girlfriend who likes to send me death threats through my email now...i love you and i dont want anything like that to tear us apart...please believe me and ill believe you right back..

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: fine....whats this about charlie?

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: i was driving to the mall today to pick up my mom cuz she got her hair done...then i see this green grand am out of now where...i look up just in time to see his face and he swerves into my lane and almost sideswipes the front of my moms car!!! i was so fucking pissed and scared that i started to cry cuz i thought that id never see you again...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: oh honey....*hugs and kisses*

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: so yeah...wouldnt that be lovely for you to come back home and find out that i was in the hospital or dead cuz my ex decided that i wasnt good enough to breathe anymore??

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: NO i would kill myself on the spot!

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: only if i were dead right? i mean you wouldnt kill yourself if i was only in the hospital would you?

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: u said or dead that's what i was reffering to....

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: but you wouldnt kill yourself if i was in the hospital...only if i were dead right???

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: right^^ i would kill the doctors that made a mistake though^^

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: if they made a mistake...what would you do if i were in the hospital though...i know if it were you i would never leave your side no matter how much they make me, no matter how hungary i am, no matter how much i hafta go to the bathroom...well maybe i would go once...but i would be there for you 24/7 if i had to!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: well of course i would honey you know that i would never leave your side unless it was to kill charlie or spoil you with gifts of love...actually i would have other people do that for me so i wouldn't ever have to leave your beautiful side ^^

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: maybe i should just get myself in the hospital to get some attention around here...LOL im totally kidding honey...you give me more than enough attention and i hate doctors so i cant put myself in a damn hospital!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: u better not or i'll have to whip you good...hehehehe

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: you know you wanna! hehehe

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: duh :Þ

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: you little twurp!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: dork :Þ

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: honey i love you so much...i never want to leave your side or be without you...i dont know how else to express it...i just love you

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: i love you too^^

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: you know...you are the first guy who has ever kissed me and made me dizzy??? you are the first guy whose arms i could fall asleep in even before we were going out??? you are the first guy who i actually believed when they told me that they loved me and that i was the most beautiful girl on the planet??? there are a lot of first for us honey and they are going to continue to make our relationship stronger as we go on...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: you have no idea....hehehe :Þ

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: whats that supposed to mean?

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: nothing *shifty eyes* i have absolutely nothing planned i swear.... O.O

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: bullshit...you tell me right now you feinne!!!!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: nope :Þ

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: you better tell me...im warning you!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: really? well.....ok it goes like this:                                 

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: oh boy hes gunna tell me!!!!! yay!!!!! ready. go!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: ok it goes like this:

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: you evil fool...you tell me right now!!!! or you dont get your movies and sweatshirt back ever!!!!!!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: fine the truth is i dont have anything planned just yet.....sry to get ur hopes up....

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: well fine whatever...were there any firsts for you with me??? other than the obvious!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: well the obvious ones...aand others that are escaping me right now cuz im way to hyper to think...sry hun....

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: damn you suck...im not hyper anymore...but i still thought of things when i was hyper!!!

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: like what???

2006-06-01 [Silently Screaming]: like what i said about you and those things that you were a first for...i thought of all those things when i was hyper...

2006-06-01 [Pages for the Dead]: yeah well you mind functions when your hyper mine doesnt i just move constantly like i am right now jj  kddiiudiupdgd goiugeriughephdfghidddkjd bdbkjdhiuhoiuetiou t380 6 3r4uk4

2006-06-30 [Prissy Gothic Mermaid Man]: O_o

2006-07-05 [LiStEn -(close) - tO mY hEaRt*EXLPODING*]: [kryssy <3's your poems...and speaking in third person...lol...]

2006-07-08 [Pages for the Dead]: lmfao

2006-07-25 [*Your Beautiful Nightmare*]: wow those are good!!!!!!

2006-07-25 [Pages for the Dead]: thank you^^

2006-09-20 [Thrice]: Great Poems.

2006-09-20 [Pages for the Dead]: thx^^

2006-10-03 [moonscale]: I like the second one.
You said that the last one described how you are. Do you mean that literally? Who was she?

2006-10-04 [Pages for the Dead]: o no...just the whole mood...it was like if my gf died what would happen, but the first part about depressed beyond life and death...that was me...

2006-10-04 [insert name here]: Wow, those poems are really good, great poetry, coming from an expertof poetry, you definately have talent

2006-10-12 [Pages for the Dead]: wow you think so? really? i think they suck but i appreciate it^^